have you always been there?

Last night from his window.
Cold and grey Sweden.
Dressing like it's summer inside.

I'm sitting in the living room. Me and mom are watching tv.
I've been sitting here since I came home from Malmö early this morning.

I regret it.
I can't find Sophies world.
I don't want anything to do with you.
I need someone.
I should stop being so loud.
I should study.
I say the same shit all the time.
It's getting tiring.

Have a lovely friday night