tuesday

things i like about 10 different people:

1. I like the way you call me your your little child. It makes me feel protected and little. It makes me feel so loved and it warms up my little heart every time you say it.

2. I've never met you, but I like the way you seem to hate every living thing.

3. Sometimes I think about the way things might look like inside your head. I like that I know someone who's mind might be completely different from everyone else.

4. Your torso and the way you walk.

5. How you always ask about the things people wear and if I think it looks alright, as if you looked up to me. It's funny because I look up to you so goddamn much.

6. I think I simply like how honest your face is. I wonder what your life really looks like.

7. You're so innocent and a little stupid, but I know you're actually very hard-working and a lovely girl. I wish I knew you better.

8. The fact that I can't really understand what you say sometimes, but I simply nod and laugh, nod and laugh.

9. I like how on fridays you usually wish people a "lovely weekend".

10. Your voice and kindness. You're probably the loveliest of them all.

today

You looked very nervous and suddenly you seemed so much younger,
I loved that I got to see that side of you.

I danced a waltz with hana and talked about boys. It was sunny and warm and perfect.
I ate ice cream with some boys and went home. The bus was very warm.

I cuddled up in a bed with no sheets and fell asleep like usual for two hours or so.
I got on the bus at 4 or so and ate subway with mom in town.

We went to see the spring exhibition of the architect school in lund,
my brother gifted me two round plastic pieces. And a little mirror.

I ate peanuts, strawberries, grapes and drank awful beer.
Mom was tired and we got on the bus back to dalby.

I'm sitting in my room listening to the vaccines
and my mom, dad and brother are sitting in the living room discussing I don't know what.





Have a great week!

little sofia xxx

Sun hands

The weather has been more than perfect
and I've worn shorts this whole week.

I'm quite confused at the moment,
and I don't really know what to do about anything.

I cannot wait till I finally get out of school,
and enjoy this goddamn summer.

I'm sorry if my updating is crap, but honestly, the weathers too nice to be stuck inside writing things on the internet. I might update whenever I have the chance to, so from now on, maybe once a week or so.

Have a fantastic weekend!

why cant shit just be normal

I have so much school work to do its not even funny.
I just wished I didn't have to do any of it so I could finally let go and enjoy the beginning of the summer.
But noooooo, lab shit report, retarded english essay, retarded english speech, some annoying group presentation, book reviews in a language I cant write in and more and more and more shit I do not want to do.

I just want to lay in the sun and read a good book or socialize with people that (dont) like me.
I just want to wake up whenever the fuck I feel like it.
I just want to be able to sleep as late as I want.
I just want to come home late everyday because the sun doesn't set till 9.
I just want to finally get done with school and enjoy my goddamn summer.

Better get started with all the shit I've got to do then.
ciao x

but you, you just know

i dont really know whether i want to keep doing this
ahhh stupid blog

its warm outside but im just sitting here staring at this stupid computer
ahh stupid computer

i have amazing dreams but then i wake up
ah stupid mind

you make her seem so much better than me
ahh stupid you

my head hurts and i feel really strange
ahhhh i hate this

golden day

I haven't done much today. I think I've been lying in bed and watching stuff on my laptop most of the day. I don't know why I don't have the energy to do much more, but I've actually really enjoyed my day.

The summer holidays are so close and the weather is supposed to be amazing and warm and sunny the whole of next week.

I've started to somehow hate the weekends cause I know I won't see you and won't talk to you much, so I actually look forward to school-days.

Gonna lay down and maybe read for a little while and as soon as it gets dark, I'm off to run around Dalby again.

Have a fun friday night, if you're going out. If not, enjoy your bed and a good film xx

the streets will be washed

I didn't have school today.
I didn't sleep at all last night.
So I've kinda been ghosting around the house the whole day.

Dad picked me and Alex up at around 5 today.
We the drove to lund and met pepe.
We all squashed into my brother's flat and ate thai food.

I got back and
Now I've forgotten what I've done since then.

I went for a run,
and I really enjoyed it.
I ran around places where I had never been before.
I ran fast and then slow and then fast and then slow.
I felt quite free and the whole village was pretty much empty.
It was perfectly windy and only my hands were cold.


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My brother let me borrow his camera + his friend's stand, so finally you'll get to see a bit more than my stupid writing/whining/obnoxious complaining.

I hope you had a good day xxxxx

i want

hugs
kisses
hands
shoulders
eyes
arms
hands
hugs
shoulders
kisses
scent
hugs
torso
eyes
shoulders
kisses
scent
eyes
torso
hugs

I'm off for a run.
Cannot possibly be this fat.

våga leva

I'm in a really strange mood.
TOdayyyyyyyyyy, I found out that I failed one of my easiest subjects possible and I felt sad.
I saw a girl crying from the window of my bus.
I wondered why she looked so upset and whether she would be happier later today.
I looked into your eyes and they were so pretty.
Today, you looked sad again and I told you "I hope you feel better soon".
I went to yoga with my dad and brother and laughed at my brother while he did everything wrong.
I ate a fantastic salad out in the sun with 3 lovely people.
Today, I got to talk to a friend with long lovely red hair.
I drank havre-chocolate milk.
I saw two little girls with riding helmets, I laughed a little inside.
I hate horses because they smell.
Today, I feel slightly strange.
I ate a nice quick breakfast with dad.
I don't remember last nights dream.
Today, I feel funny inside.
I liked the way her hair smelt.
I found out I have a summer job.

Today was a relatively good day.

AND EXCUSE ME ANONYMOUS, you make no sense thank you
goodbye
still in a weird moooooood

what difference does it make?

My hair is so dirty its not even funny.
I went flee marketing with mom today.
The sun comes in right through my window.
My dad gave me green Chinese tea.
I should drink more tea.
There is exactly a month left till Hultsfredfestivalen.
I saw someone wearing the same jacket you used to have, just today.
I bought a pair of new Cheap Monday jeans for 20kr.
I'm worried I'm too immature for you.
Animal Collective are too damn good.
My parents read my blog.
I should really get into the shower.
My rooms a mess and I neeed to do my laundry.
Your eyes are too lovely.
I saw that girl I dislike today, her fake red hair annoys me.
I need to be fitter for the summer.
The sun is burning my right shoulder.
I like hugs and kisses and big white beds.

Enjoy your sunday cause its monday tomorrow xx