sometimes i still need you

Things I'd like to say to people:

I'm sorry if I always seem to be saying no. I'm sorry if it seems as if I'm not making an effort.
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to say to you. I haven't seen you in a while.
I don't know if it's too soon, I don't want to screw anything up. I'd like to see you more often.

I feel so different about you all of a sudden. You've kept so much from me and you told me things so casually. I was so surprised and so scared at the same time and I don't think you noticed at all. I still can't believe the things you told me, it just doesn't make sense in my head.
I wish you never told me. I wish I didn't know because it's too awful.

The two of you:
I wish you still loved each other. I wish we all still lived under the same roof. I wish we could all have breakfast together and sit there and talk and laugh. I miss it so much.
I would give everything just to see you two together again.
This doesn't feel right and I don't think it'll ever will.

I saw you through my window today.
Your hair is longer.
"Aren't you cold?"- I thought to myself.

You are so smart, so friendly, so amazingly beautiful, so sincere. I'm actually quite jealous of you, but don't worry, it's a good type of jealous. It's kind of like "Damn, I really just wish I was a bit more like you". I really hope you know how truly talented you are.



  1. No legacy is so rich as honesty

    William Shakespeare

    1. im being absolutely honest. i just cant bring myself to say any of this to any of the people involved.


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